why the fuck did i throw out my blades?

being the ugly friend is literally the story of my life 

I had stopped cutting and stopped crying.
Then my life got fucked up again. Dad’s yelling at me for being a teenager, sister’s fighting with me for going through “changes”. Mom’s starting shit and talking about taking me from my dad. I feel like a complete alien around my family and my friends. What’s wrong with me? Don’t they understand that each hurtful word that comes out of their mouth kills me a little more inside? I guess its back to the razors and suicidal thoughts…

just-get-skinny:

I’ll redeem myself though.. right? it’s ok i guess…

theblackballerina:

(by silvrdollrmoon)

And it pisses me off when people say “why are you trying to lose weight? You’re already skinny!!” Because I’m not. I suck in. And just because I’m not 200 fucking pounds doesn’t mean I can’t want to lose weight!! So SHUT THE FUCK UP